I'm a wreck.

for like the last week, I’ve spent all of my time doing 4 things.
school, working, sleeping, or crying.
not homework, not eating (unless I’m eating my feelings), or drinking, or even getting out of bed most nights.
this girl Kayla (woodwinkedx on youtube) wrote a blog post tonight, and it just confirmed everything I’ve been thinking for the longest time.
I’m not going to go into detail because that would be way too long, but you can read it here http://inneryogini.blogspot.com/2010/09/depression.html.
anyways, I’m going to go back to curled up crying in bed with my bear, like I’ve basically been all night.
I might be back in a bit to check this, but probably not.
like I said, the computer isn’t one of those 4 things anymore.
goodnight.